1926 - 2012

R I P Joe Paterno

Tired...

And somewhat fed up! I am so fucking tired of people thinking they know what goes through my mind. They think they should stay away instead of confronting me, which is what they should do. They look at me like I am crazy when I don't do something, when they have no fucking idea WHY I am not doing it. Instead of asking, they figure they already know and just shrug it off as an attitude issue on my part.

You know what? I'm done smiling, I'm done laughing. I'm just fucking done!

Didn't end well...

Been on vacation all week and was able to take lots of naps. Felt good, especially considering I haven't been sleeping good at night. Got a nap in yesterday too. Then, when I woke up decided to check my work email to make sure nothing was blowing up. Got a sharp pain in my left ribs. Knew it was gas, but damn if it didn't want to go away. The wife was cooking at the time and saw me double over as I screamed in pain. Now, MOST people who give any kind of shit about you would stop what they were doing and come over to you to see if there is anything they could do. Not my wife! She continued to do what she was doing and asked me if I was OK. I'm fucking screaming in pain, do I SOUND OK?!? I married a fucking idiot!

Luckily for me, I finally was able to move enough after 2 hours in pain to take 2 Gas-X pills, and 2 hours after THAT the pain went away. Sorry to say I was not dying!

That time of year...

You know, I had a topic in mind to start today, but then I had to come up with a "title" for this monstrosity (sp? oh, who the hell cares!). There really is no rhyme or reason for the titles of my post, but I'm really getting tired of coming up with them. I would date it, but the date appears below it (or above it, it's there somewhere!). Ah well.

So the Christmas holiday has come and gone. It was very quiet in the house this year. Anthony is getting more and more difficult to shop for. He's at the age of either games for the X-Box or clothing. Games are expensive, and clothes are boring. YAY! Ann got some sweaters and pajamas. Very exciting. I got socks and sweats, both I need. Also she bought me a new chain but I've gained so much weight it doesn't fit around my neck. Have to return it and get a longer one.

Now I'm on vacation. There isn't much money for anything, so poker is out this week. I could go Saturday, which is New Year's Eve. Unfortunately Ann's payday is Monday and she lost 2+ days of work being ill. We are also trying to figure out if we are going to go anywhere for NYE. Most likely we will do nothing. We are boring!

At least I have Netflix and my own X-Box to keep me occupied.

Almost a merry...

Still a couple of days to go. However, there is only 1 more day until I am on "vacation" as it is well known. I will be online Saturday through Monday, then leave my laptop on so emails that need to get forwarded will automatically be sent.

Work has been WAY too quiet this week. It's getting to a point that I am going to log in to Netflix tomorrow and watch a movie while I work.

Missing those that are not with me in Arkansas this year, when I would like them to be.

Sunday Sunday Sunday

Not sure exactly what the hell that means. It's early (before 8am). I have been awake for over an hour. Wife woke up not too long ago, which makes the house real loud immediately. It's amazing. Doesn't matter what she does OUTSIDE the bedroom, it's all loud. Other room? Yeah. Must be me. One of these days maybe I'll learn what to do .

Last night was the team Christmas party from work. I wasn't able to make it. I truly appreciate the fact that the managers do this, they open up one of their homes to allow us in and have a great time. I went last year (Ann wasn't able to go, she was sick) and had a great time. Then again. last year people that I actually liked went. This year, the co-workers are more "clicky" than ever, and the ones that I would have enjoyed hanging out with are either no longer with the company or weren't going. Being the boss "knows how I am" he probably won't say much.

Next week is Christmas. Then my vacation! Woohoo!

Great dinner...

Met with an old (me) and dear (her) friend last night for dinner with another from work. Had a great time. Thank you again so very much for picking it up. It was greatly appreciated, and so fantastically wonderful seeing you again.