Not dead yet...

Last night I was sitting watching TV and a really stupid thought crossed my mind... What if... ?? I hate when those things pop into my head. I always run multiple scenarios about just about everything. Then I start to question myself about various decisions I made in the past. What would have been, what could have been, what should have been. The should part is always the worst. I ALWAYS think of what "should" have been, but then that would deny fate right? Ah well, such is life. All I can do is hope for another chance somewhere to make things right.