Last night, I found someone I haven't seen in quite awhile. It should have felt good; it should have broken my heart. It did neither. He confronted me and said I lied. I got mad and told him that's what I do. I lie to keep feelings from getting hurt worse than they would if I didn't lie. I lie to keep the peace with others in some cases, so they do not hate me for my thoughts and/or actions. I lie because that's what I was taught to do; and I learned from one of the best I guess. I also told him I turned into him, and I hate him for that. I followed in his footsteps and did things I never thought I would do.
After all of this, I woke up and the migraine I suffered from for 3 days was gone. Today, I feel better than I have in days.
Thank you Dad! I miss you, and I love you!!
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