Calmer?? Maybe, not real sure. Having bouts of laughter this afternoon. Probably just a stress relief. It's been a crazy as shit few days. Will say it again...I picked a helluva time to quit smoking!
I think part of my problem is worrying about the spots on my lungs. I go back for my next x-ray in a couple of months, but my mind is telling me it's time for closure. Start making peace with those that I've crossed paths with in the past, and try to make right where I can. Then my mind says "fuck that, you're not going anywhere". Just to add to it, someone I haven't spoken to in 25 years finds me on Facebook. After careful consideration, I have decided not to acceptt his person's friend request. Which means, I'm going out with less friends than I started with. Oh well. So be it. Until I know what the spots on my lungs are (yeah, chicken things in the air LOL!) I am staying normal.
Work has been friggin' NUTS! Worst start of the season I've seen in my 3 years here. Can and will only go up from here though. Count on it.
Well, this report isn't coming back :( Time to disappoint my manager and take the beating.
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